I am so tired both emotionally and physically. I don’t want this play to end, but I am so tired of missing Breakthru and NoCl. It’s hard to find God alone. It shouldn’t be for me. I have believed in Him for so long that I should be able to call His name anytime and feel the presence. I miss Mark too. Something is wrong with Him and I can’t figure out what. i can see it in his eyes. God, you know my goals, my dreams. But I cannot reach them without you. I need your help. Let me find you without the need of a church . Create in me the church. So that where ever I go , I will find sanctuary.